Scream me a love song.

Friday, August 31, 2007

I'm lazy to type everything in full 1sentence > :/

and I know I'm simply sucks in english too.

So I shall blog everything in point form. > :]

- Met up with Louis Goh & Co and headed to school together.

- Met Pher Pher at the bus stop outside school.

- Quite a number of people thought I came to school with Pher Pher today.

- This is so not true.

- It's just that I so happen'd to saw him at the bus stop. Hence, we walked in to school together.

- Had some Aces Day activity after Assembly.

- The way that some teachers danced was god damm effing shit funny.

- Most of us were laughing our ass out.

- After the activity went back to class to collect our result slips.

- I failed two subjects.

- My best three subjects = 12points.

- Went to watch the teacher's day concert at hall after collecting our slips.

- The teacher's day concert spells BORING.

- But at least Lionel's Kong Qiu Qian brighten'd up the whole concert.

- Stayed around in school for quite sometime before Kel,Szu Chian & I decided to left for

Hougang Mall.

- Didnt really did much there.

- Had Kfc for lunch.

- Left Hougang Mall at around 1plus going to 2.

- And here I am home sweet home blogging.

XOXO,
S.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Sheena's N level Targets!

English- B4
Maths- C6
Paper 1- 30-35/60
Paper 2-15-20/40
Combine Science- B3/A2
Chemistry- 35-40/50
Physics- 30/50
Combine Humans- C6
Geog- 30/50
Social Studies- 20/50
Food and Nutrition- B3

I miss Baby so badly!

> :[

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Dear _______,

I shouldnt have started being too dependant on you.

I had to rely on you for all sorts

because maybe I feel that

other people around me dont love/treasure me as much as you did.

Although,

our countless problems are still somewhat/how distracting my daily life.

I'm sure I will get used to it.

It takes time to keep my mind away.

Despite all that,

thank you for being my BGF for once,

this life time.

Something random for you guys.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist

Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One

Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times.Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer

Nice to everyone they meet. Can’t make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Dare devil

Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart

Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive andintelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox

Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable butneeds to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physicallyand mentally.

LEO - The Boss

Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector

Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer

Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May becomesecretive and vague. Sensitive. Don’t like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind.Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter

Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Oftenpessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can beunfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One

Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stableand secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in theirbeauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally.Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined.Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One

Good-natured optimist. Doesn’t want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.Doesn’t like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn’t like rules. Sometimeshypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn’t like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

XOXO,
S.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Seriously, I dont know what is happening to us. Is it just me or him? Even though we seem to be fine now. I fear of losing and being hurt again.

Since three days ago.

I no longer know how to communicate with you and honestly, I am truly not okay.

I've lost everything, my confidence, my will, my drive, my motivation, my everything to study or to do any work.

Are you happy now?

Boy, i really miss the old you. If I get to choose all over again, I want the old you. The one who makes me feel secure and loved. The one who would always be there for me through the darkest moments of my life. Perharps, You didnt know you made me felt this way.

Unknowingly, You became someone so precious in my life. In another words, You became a part of me. And I swear, I cant afford to loose you. No doubt, I treasure this special friendship between us.

This special friendship between us made quite a number of people around us envy. Cause you stood by me through thick and thin. Even though you see the friends I used to had around me leaving me one after another. You still stand by me. We were known as ' The best damm friends'. And nothing could come between us. But now things are so different.

Despite me telling you that I'm jealous whenever you come to me and tell me how I should treat The Twins and stuffs about them. You still carried on. Not only them, I do get jealous when you talk about Kel or at times when you get close to her. The care and concern you had for me seems to be gone. Totally. We are no longer like before. Honestly, I am not used to it.

What's the solution between us? Now there is like this huge wall in between us. We are drifting apart. And here I am trying to stop the drifting but it doesnt seems to help. I've given everything, how about you ? Please, do something about it. What I only wanted back, is the special friendship we used to have.

P/S:

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true friendship.
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the friendship I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

XOXO,

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Excluding today, It's just FIFTEEN more days to The Big N's. This Prelims is a killer. Despite, Studying for it. I still flunk'd it like how I flunk'd my previous papers. Fcuk it. Dammit! I gotta buck double'ly up. So readers, Forgive me for neglecting my blog. As I would only blog whenever I'm free. > :]

During these FIFTEEN days.

I would be mugging for my social studies paper & english paper.

There's so much to be complete'd.

My english ten years series.

My social studies revision.

So I doubt, I will blog during these fifteen days.

Well, Thats all for now.

Labels: The Big N's

XOXO,

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Hellooooooooos! I'm back blogging! Like finally hur? > :] Today is the last day of The Prelims. F&N paper was god damm effing shit hard. Everything I studied didn't came out except for that Malnutrition question. After the paper, The Twins & I went to Houg Point for Mac's Breakfast. We had Hotcakes With Sausage. In the end, We couldnt finish it so we decided to pack'd the leftover up. Aftermath, We went seperate ways. They head back home while I head back school. Met up with Jo,Kel & Szu Chian. They decided to head to my place before going for K session at Houg Community Centre. At my place, We play'd like hell. At around 1 plus, I went to had my shower while they had their Maggi. Aftermath, We left my place for Houg Community Centre. Reach'd there around 3plus. They actually serve really "nice" drinks there. Kel's Green Tea taste'd like Nail Polish. The fun end'd at around five fourty five. All of us headed back home straight after we left Houg Community Centre.

XOXO,